{"id":5230,"date":"2026-01-12T13:05:10","date_gmt":"2026-01-12T13:05:10","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/?p=5230"},"modified":"2026-01-12T17:45:44","modified_gmt":"2026-01-12T17:45:44","slug":"bug-convalescence-newsletter","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/bug-convalescence-newsletter\/","title":{"rendered":"bug convalescence newsletter"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Surgery recovery is painful but I&#8217;ve been lucky in so many ways. Thank you for keeping me kindly in your thoughts&#8230;<br>I will be strapped into this agonizing apparatus for over a month, unable to draw a full breath, unable to scratch my Trianon wounds&#8230;but as always, I put my money where my mouth is!<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"769\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/G80K1SVWcAAUQae-1-769x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-5291\" srcset=\"https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/G80K1SVWcAAUQae-1-769x1024.jpg 769w, https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/G80K1SVWcAAUQae-1-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/G80K1SVWcAAUQae-1-768x1022.jpg 768w, https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/G80K1SVWcAAUQae-1-1154x1536.jpg 1154w, https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/G80K1SVWcAAUQae-1-1539x2048.jpg 1539w, https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/G80K1SVWcAAUQae-1-600x799.jpg 600w, https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/G80K1SVWcAAUQae-1-scaled.jpg 1923w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 769px) 100vw, 769px\" \/><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">\u2726<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">STORY<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2726 <a href=\"https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/conditioning\">Conditioning<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>reverse conversion therapy? bored sadistic lesbian? you be the judge&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>f\/m\/m with the young adventures of everyone&#8217;s favorite blonde handler lady&#8230;YOUR GOOD FRIEND AND MINE&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">\u2726<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>game work must slow while I recover but here are some&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">GAME PREVIEWS!!!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-video aligncenter\"><video controls src=\"https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/gameee.mp4\"><\/video><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"we&#039;re just normal women. INNOCENT women.\" width=\"640\" height=\"360\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/fMTTQ2YcFAk?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"syncretism\" width=\"640\" height=\"360\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/id-YjlGhQ-c?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/sprites_aligned66-1024x1024.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-5336\" srcset=\"https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/sprites_aligned66-1024x1024.png 1024w, https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/sprites_aligned66-300x300.png 300w, https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/sprites_aligned66-150x150.png 150w, https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/sprites_aligned66-768x768.png 768w, https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/sprites_aligned66-1536x1536.png 1536w, https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/sprites_aligned66-600x600.png 600w, https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/sprites_aligned66-100x100.png 100w, https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/sprites_aligned66.png 2000w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<!--more \ud83d\udc41\ufe0f MORE!! \ud83d\udc41\ufe0f-->\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">\u2726<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">DRAWINGS<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Oh yes, many the hour I&#8217;ve been trapped in this bed&#8230;nothing good on my mind.<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-large\"><a href=\"https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/pics\/anal_incest.png\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"718\" src=\"https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/anal-incest-2-1024x718.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-5285\" srcset=\"https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/anal-incest-2-1024x718.png 1024w, https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/anal-incest-2-300x210.png 300w, https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/anal-incest-2-768x538.png 768w, 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https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/rattttttttt-1536x1474.png 1536w, https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/rattttttttt-600x576.png 600w, https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/rattttttttt.png 1718w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n<p>ratstar&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">\u2726<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>thank you everyone who bought some <a href=\"https:\/\/xrafstar-shop.fourthwall.com\/\">shirts<\/a>, they have been very popular and I&#8217;m glad they seem to be&#8230;comfortable. \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">\u2726<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>PICTURES OF SURGICAL BLOOD AND BIOFLESH UNDER THE CUT&#8230;in honor of me going under the cut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-pb-accordion-item c-accordion__item js-accordion-item no-js\" data-initially-open=\"false\" data-click-to-close=\"true\" data-auto-close=\"true\" data-scroll=\"false\" data-scroll-offset=\"0\"><h2 id=\"at-52300\" class=\"c-accordion__title js-accordion-controller\" role=\"button\">\ud83d\udc41\ufe0f\u200d\ud83d\udde8\ufe0f HEMOLYMPH AND BUGMEAT<\/h2><div id=\"ac-52300\" class=\"c-accordion__content\"><div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"768\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/1766460702883-768x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-5269\" srcset=\"https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/1766460702883-768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/1766460702883-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/1766460702883-1152x1536.jpg 1152w, https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/1766460702883-1536x2048.jpg 1536w, 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https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/1766474781100-1536x1154.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/1766474781100-2048x1538.jpg 2048w, https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/1766474781100-600x451.jpg 600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure><\/div>\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"769\" src=\"https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/IMG20251222174928-1024x769.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-5335\" srcset=\"https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/IMG20251222174928-1024x769.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/IMG20251222174928-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/IMG20251222174928-768x577.jpg 768w, https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/IMG20251222174928-1536x1154.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/IMG20251222174928-2048x1538.jpg 2048w, https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/IMG20251222174928-600x451.jpg 600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">\u2726<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\">FANART<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"745\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/cancer-demi-745x1024.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-5231\" srcset=\"https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/cancer-demi-745x1024.png 745w, https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/cancer-demi-218x300.png 218w, https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/cancer-demi-768x1056.png 768w, https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/cancer-demi-1117x1536.png 1117w, https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/cancer-demi-600x825.png 600w, https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/cancer-demi.png 1122w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 745px) 100vw, 745px\" \/><\/figure><\/div>\n\n\n<p>hand drawn Cancer by <a href=\"https:\/\/x.com\/JohannOfArt\">Demi<\/a>!! the lighting..the pink&#8230;the legs&#8230;so gorgeous<\/p>\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-full\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"410\" height=\"410\" src=\"https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/riparian_anon.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-5234\" srcset=\"https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/12\/riparian_anon.jpg 410w, 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I&#8217;d seen and loved the movie, but the book is just perfect and has taken a place in my heart. Highly recommend&#8230;and there&#8217;s something cancery to the protagonist&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Surgery recovery is painful but I&#8217;ve been lucky in so many ways. Thank you for keeping me kindly in your thoughts&#8230;I will be strapped into this agonizing apparatus for over a month, unable to draw a full breath, unable to scratch my Trianon wounds&#8230;but as always, I put my money where my mouth is! \u2726 [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_mi_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[55,44,17],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5230","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-meta","category-agent-of-innocent","category-pic"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5230","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5230"}],"version-history":[{"count":37,"href":"https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5230\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5346,"href":"https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5230\/revisions\/5346"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5230"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5230"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/xrafstar.monster\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5230"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}