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june 2k13

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<<set $day += 1>>day <<$day>> of ???\n\n[[try|choose2]]\n\n[[disappear]]\n\n//every day is exhausting//

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Today I'm going to\n\n[[<<print either("choose to be abused","choose to be raped","choose to be assaulted")>>|choose]]

<<if $day gte 405>>[[nothing changes|choose2]]<<else>><<set $day += 1>>day <<$day>> of 405\n\n[[try|choose]]\n\n[[disappear]]\n\n<<if $day < 300 or $year > 0>><<print either("I feel like talking about your health is manipulative.","I don't trust you.","Don't ever talk to me about this again.","I don't think they did that. Maybe you did that and you're trying to cover up for yourself?","Are you sure you want to say that to me?","They said they didn't do that. Why are you lying to me?","Why are you trying to guilt me with your emotions?","Throwing up and crying can be a sign of guilt. What did you do?","Those symptoms can be faked to be manipulative, you know.","I feel like negative experiences can be spun in a deceptive way.","Are you sure you aren't exaggerating?","I think you have a martyr complex.","Maybe you're just being over-sensitive?","Did that really happen?","I don't feel like you're telling the whole truth.","I feel like you're being manipulative.","I feel like you're being deceptive","I'm not saying you're crazy, but...","//yells at you//","//starts speaking loudly and threatingly in a public place until you stop talking//","//goes on twitter and tells everyone you're crazy//","//goes to the person who did this to you and tells them you're talking behind their back//","//unfollows you//","//stops talking to you//","You deserved what happened to you.","How dare you say that about my friend.","That never happened.","//stops covering your work//","They would never do that.","I think there's something seriously wrong with you.","You're being too emotional.","Don't you think it's dishonest going behind their back like this?","Are you sure it wasn't just a misunderstanding?","You have way more Twitter followers than me. I don't have time for this.","//brings up your disability//","//tells their friends to stop talking to you//","Are you sure you aren't faking your symptoms?","//stops covering your work//","//intimidates you away from attending conference//","//starts misgendering you//","//withdraws funding from your art project//","//stares at you with anger and disgust//","//starts spreading rumors about you//","Why didn't you say anything?","I think you're using the wrong tone.","I'm really sorry but I just don't believe that happened.","If that really happened, why did I see you smiling the other day?","If you used a different tone maybe you would be more credible?","I think you're just sabotaging yourself by exaggerating what happened.","It's hard to take you seriously.","Why didn't you defend yourself?","Why are you saying this about my friend?","I refuse to believe they're capable of doing that.","They're the nicest person in the world, they would never do that.","I just don't know who to believe.","It's hard to know what to do when there are mutual accusations.","Why are you lying to me?","Crying can be manipulative, you know.","Throwing up can be manipulative, you know.","I don't want to get involved.","Why are you trying to get me involved?","If you want people to believe you, you need to be more credible.","Why are you poisoning our community?","//sends your private emails to the person who did this to you//","//sends your DMs to the person who did this to you//","They're in a lot of pain right now, why are you making a big deal out of this?","If that really happened, why did I see you laughing the other day?","You didn't seem that sad on Twitter.","I'm kind of pissed that you'd say that about my friend?","How dare you drag me into this.","//fires you//","//goes around telling people to delete all mentions of your art and your existence//")>><<else>>//every day is exhausting//<<endif>><<endif>>

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//<<print either("but you need to buy food","but you need to earn rent","but your friends need you","but you need to buy clothes","but you need to buy hormones","but you need to pay medical bills","but maybe things will get better","maybe the person who did this to you will get caught","maybe the person who did this will randomly have a crisis of conscience and admit what they did to you","but you fail to remove yourself from the world","they follow you","they stalk you","they have friends wherever you go","you're trans, where are you going to go?","your body is trash, where are you going to go?","you're poor, where are you going to go?","you don't have parents, where are you going to go?","you only have one way to support yourself and it's back there")>>//\n\n<<if $day gt 405>>[[try|choose2]]<<else>>[[try|choose]]<<endif>>