xrafstar merch splurch

I made a Cancer character reference site! it is very shiny and cute and I put a lot of work into it…

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xrafstar killers game preview…

Trotula’s office features fully reflective floors and all the psychometric testing you could ask for…

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selling a limited run of INNOCENT stickers here, with delicious art by Vich.

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xrafstar world august megapost

STORIES

in keeping with last month’s theme of one chill story and one evil story…

✦ Codex: Letterwriting. a brief explanation of how letterwriting works in the xrafstarverse. from an in-game document.
✦ Cancer Dancer. short and cruel and ballet.

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My new story is being published by a magazine around the end of September and Vich did the cover art. Here is a preview of the unspeakable brilliance…

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gallery show at Haul in NY, for anyone who wants to own my prints! there will also be the 18ftleash print by Vich!

πŸ—ΊοΈ 24 15th St., Brooklyn, New York
⏳ 1-6PM Sat/Sun

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July Megabugpost

✦ Closed Tear

small story for people who love libraries or want to see a library in xrafstar world

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✦ Immune Privilege

this is about Cancer going blind. and his sister.
do not read unless you desire the “family gothic”…

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✦ new page on site about corruption…and how internet/phones/etc work (or don’t) in xrafstar world.

✦ vich made this pic about our game…Cancer and his operant conditioning handler…it’s so…so cute…

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Junebug Roundup

new Cunt Toward Enemy

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Cancer tboy endometriosis strip mall AU continues to captivate the minds of freaks nationwide

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I designed the upcoming cassette edition of Rook’s Ugly Death No Redemption Angel Curse I Love You πŸ“Ό, and redid the album art as well, since bad health kept me from doing it to my satisfaction the first time around.

the tape sleeve/J-card has a bunch of cool drawings and text, can’t wait to share it. already saw some wonderful fanart of the cover…

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February: Cancer Angel Constellations

my story ANGELBRIDE is out now, as part of SLAKE HOUSE, a 250+ pg illustrated PDF w/ CYOA paths n hot pics by many talented illustrators β›ͺοΈπŸ¦‹
✦ religious ero-horror w/ art by @CoeyKuhn
✦ institutionalization, boys, torture, mutilation, ovipositors?
✦ multiple endings + many choices along the way

πŸͺ½ FLY DEEPER INTO TEH MYSTERY>… πŸͺ½

2024 endpost

this year we…
⭐ made a game [Perfect Tense: Maggot Therapy]
⭐ published a book [Torture Works]
⭐ puked significant sectors of xrafstarverse [Cupbearer, Leash, Cunt]. my goal was to get out as many different dreams despite my health. there was a successful amount of illumination. and it helped me clarify my next steps.
⭐ made lil rpgmaker game [PureWorld Fantasy]
⭐ drew a lot of [pictures]. still a neophyte but it has been a good hobby because now i look at the world more carefully and the little details, instead of dissociating as much. and it’s important to remain humble…important to suck shit
⭐ made my [site] extra fucking beautiful!! look at that Story page!! thank you Krabat for the animated bg and various propaganda!

and i finished another game and a lot of stories that i’m thrilled…nauseous even, to release in the new year…it feels bright and potent and infectious

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⭐ short list of artists i really enjoyed this year

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like it says in the video…so many times it cheered me up, the letters and conversations and new people i met thru art. it meant a lot having that connection even with my brain leaking from my ears etc. thank you <33

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some of my favorite things of 2024

very incomplete list. many things made me happy. but it wouldn’t mean anything if it weren’t a short list.

✦ Clinical Trial

game of this year and the next! i’m not joking.

✦ Evan’s art

from the darkest pit to the sparkliest salamanders <3

✦ Anshin’s comics/art

the Nikolay comics are an especial favorite. extremely scary, and playing with previous expectations to create great tension. but they are all great. devastatingly real feeling violence…and cuteness.

✦ Holy Ravioli art

based based based based

✦ Vich art

raw fucking power and fine fine tuning
(and drew a really beautiful Leash tableaux that galvanized me in the early uncertain days)

December Prism Roundup

✦ Serious Weakness personality quiz

for the first time ever, scientists have discovered a way to analyze your Serious Weakness personality…

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✦ cupbearer to the gods act IV

On that note, Krabat sent me a genuine Veau in the washing machine!!
together we will destroy pederasty through the power of merchandising! ✌️✨

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Ragweed Roundup

⭐ thanks everyone who got TORTURE WORKS! it is a very PRETTY BOOK inside and out, made with GREAT LOVE. it is a good way to read my stories of the last decade in an attractive format, and an auspicious TRANSITION to the next phase of our operation, a new wave of fresh, unclotted fluid.

I’m very proud of the layout and everyone who worked on it. I chose Averia Libre because it is a rare font that has personality but is also readable. I hope it added to the dreamy, sweaty feel…

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