Category: meta

I have surgery in less than 24 hours. Thank you everyone who has brought happiness to my life, and everyone who passes through this little grotto. People have been so kind to me this week, and encouraged me so much. I am a genderless shadow who is full of love.

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✦ second-story stairs
small story

✦ next cunt toward enemy episode is on patreon early, but I’m mostly focusing on finishing the book so people can read it as a single piece.

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=GAME UPDATE=

it’s going really well…he’s so beautiful. i’m having so much fun…

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STORIES

in keeping with last month’s theme of one chill story and one evil story…

✦ Codex: Letterwriting. a brief explanation of how letterwriting works in the xrafstarverse. from an in-game document.
✦ Cancer Dancer. short and cruel and ballet.

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My new story is being published by a magazine around the end of September and Vich did the cover art. Here is a preview of the unspeakable brilliance…

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gallery show at Haul in NY, for anyone who wants to own my prints! there will also be the 18ftleash print by Vich!

🗺️ 24 15th St., Brooklyn, New York
⏳ 1-6PM Sat/Sun

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this year we…
⭐ made a game [Perfect Tense: Maggot Therapy]
⭐ published a book [Torture Works]
⭐ puked significant sectors of xrafstarverse [Cupbearer, Leash, Cunt]. my goal was to get out as many different dreams despite my health. there was a successful amount of illumination. and it helped me clarify my next steps.
⭐ made lil rpgmaker game [PureWorld Fantasy]
⭐ drew a lot of [pictures]. still a neophyte but it has been a good hobby because now i look at the world more carefully and the little details, instead of dissociating as much. and it’s important to remain humble…important to suck shit
⭐ made my [site] extra fucking beautiful!! look at that Story page!! thank you Krabat for the animated bg and various propaganda!

and i finished another game and a lot of stories that i’m thrilled…nauseous even, to release in the new year…it feels bright and potent and infectious

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⭐ short list of artists i really enjoyed this year

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like it says in the video…so many times it cheered me up, the letters and conversations and new people i met thru art. it meant a lot having that connection even with my brain leaking from my ears etc. thank you <33

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very incomplete list. many things made me happy. but it wouldn’t mean anything if it weren’t a short list.

✦ Clinical Trial

game of this year and the next! i’m not joking.

✦ Evan’s art

from the darkest pit to the sparkliest salamanders <3

✦ Anshin’s comics/art

the Nikolay comics are an especial favorite. extremely scary, and playing with previous expectations to create great tension. but they are all great. devastatingly real feeling violence…and cuteness.

✦ Holy Ravioli art

based based based based

✦ Vich art

raw fucking power and fine fine tuning
(and drew a really beautiful Leash tableaux that galvanized me in the early uncertain days)

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✦ new cunt toward enemy
✦ story about brothers and bulimia
✦ uploaded Maggot Therapy OST to bandcamp because someone asked

almost done with a “fun” story for an anthology…can’t wait to share ✝️🩸🦋

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⭐ thanks everyone who got TORTURE WORKS! it is a very PRETTY BOOK inside and out, made with GREAT LOVE. it is a good way to read my stories of the last decade in an attractive format, and an auspicious TRANSITION to the next phase of our operation, a new wave of fresh, unclotted fluid.

I’m very proud of the layout and everyone who worked on it. I chose Averia Libre because it is a rare font that has personality but is also readable. I hope it added to the dreamy, sweaty feel…

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