Xrafstar GuestbooK

Read a bunch a long time ago, just found out you could write something in the guestbook :3 Came back around to re-innoculate myself as soon as I found out money for girls was a thing, splendid as always Much love and many regards.

felt like I had to write something in your guestbook because I've been obsessively devouring all of your writing for the past month or so. I love how unapologetically nasty and grimy and real your characters are. particularly in love with cancer & rubicon your work helps me think about my own identity in completely new terms. I think I've cried more in the past few weeks than I have in years (good thing) I'm so happy for you that Money for Girls is popping off and more people are learning about cancer... extremely excited for the boy cancer game... that's all I have to say... bewa...

money for girls is an absolute triumph, thank you so much

i've read serious weakness three times in the last few weeks and I'm deathly ill with Insul brainworms. is there any kind of fun facts/random info about him u would share or ideas you have that didn't make it into the novel

you kinda feel like a sibling separated from me at around 4 yo and my mom keeps telling me you never existed but i keep trying to find you and when i find you and take a look at the hand shrine i go "damn wish i never looked for you haha rofl. anyway got a cig?"

i just played maggot therapy for the 1st time and it was so awesome i liked it so much. how do u even think up such fun things! i liked all the maggots and you have the most endearing awesome sick little pervert little characters. very fun!!! ❤❤❤😍😍🌈🌈🌈

I bought serious weakness a few years ago and it'd been festering on my shelf since. I finally ripped off the bandaid, blazed through the first 150 pages, put it down because it hurt my stomach, and immediately flew through it again. I have about 100 pages to go, but I can't get it out of my head. Trianon and Insul have burrowed themselves into my core. I'm so excited to read everything else you've done, your work is truly so special and is gonna stick with me for an insanely long time <3

I often have trouble conceptualizing you as a physical entity that exists in this world. Not through any spiritual framework. I don't view you as a particularly aetherial being. But because you're so, ultra-physical. The way you describe sense and touch and cause and effect and the realities of a world designed for overwhelming mundane pain. They are existent on a more physical tactile level than the world I process through my brain. I feel ill defined on a textural level compared to what you put onto paper and pixel. I think that's the purpose of good writing. Maybe.

13 years ago you changed my life with your work. i had narrowly survived a harrowing ordeal on the road and the things you made helped me find the resolve to make some very important changes about my life and identity. i found the strength to embrace the things most other people thought were sick and accepted what i most loved in the world. i never did manage to find success or notoriety in the performing arts or works of expression. my short lived stint as an internet personality turned out to be an exercise in self destruction, and my political aspirations led to absolute ruin. somewhere along the way i gave up and faded into obscurity. you never gave up though. more than a decade later and you have not only persisted but grown. your work is more vibrant and inspiring than ever. you have so much to say and express and we are all better for it. i greatly enjoy your latest works and they kindle something inside me. thank you for sharing your work, thank you for your expression, and thank you for never letting this rotten world defeat you. perhaps one day i can try again.

Recently I've been re/reading CTE... I'm somewhere in the middle of s2. Something about your work is so jawbreaker-(candy)-esque to me... layer after neon layer of craziness... yet a soft center.......... I had a lot of fun drawing Rubicon❤️ https://imgur.com/a/QVZfDbC 🙇‍♂️ (Would it be OK to post this on ig (with credit ofc) ?)