hey i'm a femme dyke from the faraway """3rd world"" and i want to say ive been obsessed w u since my early 20s... i think you are one of the most talented n daring writers of the apocalyptic age. as i crawl back to writing after yrs of neglecting it in favour of medicine its your work i turn to to remind myself What Writing Can Be if u r brave enough if u have enough liver! im a doctor working in an emergency room now and im generally very bored by writing thats "gory" or "visceral" or "body horror" bc it is always so tame and dull and silly in comparison to what im blessed to see in my work but YOU!! get it!! you write about the body turned inside out in a way that i can smell and feel!! thank u!! u make me feel like a bloodsoaked sleepless deadeyed woman shaped thing like me has a place in Writing maybe!! if u ever come to south africa hmu ill teach u how to put in a chest drain! thank u for existing <3