Childrebrand peels the congealed disc of lard from his fatwashed glass and drains the buttery alcohol, brilliant red with his familyâs dye.
A quarter-mile of white silk hangs from every side of the queenâs pavilion, radiant carpets from the sun, transmitting the wind from high above; a demonstration of the great output of the queenâs silk farms. Mulberry pollen fills the air and he wipes his nose constantly on his tight parade trousers tucked into military boots laced high and hanging higher above the floor of the pavilion. The chairs are very tall, requiring a mechanism to lower.
He is happy again. The walk to the pavilion left a wake of admiring whispers and the trail of his vetiver cologne, and now the most important people in the world surround him. In fact, the queenâs son is clasping his hands impulsively from across the table. âThank you for keeping us safe.â
Childrebrandâs face breaks into a smile, deeply touched. âIâm just doing my part.â
The boy picks at the brocaded sleeve of his dinner jacket in embarrassment, turning his milky profile away. âI must seem pathetic living in comfort while men like you fight the xrafstar. I would like to see the inside of one of those tunnels, and by taking hold of my fear, extinguish it.â
âYouâll be a fine officer when youâre older.â
âYet we live in peacetime.â
âMy prince. I cannot imagine God would construct such a frame without finding a manly use for it.â
A regal voice intrudes. âChildrebrand?â
He straightens up, caught in the queenâs gaze. She is in her late thirties, cryptically beautiful, wearing a silk dress patterned with the regal dark eyespots of the wild emperor moth, luminous threads woven into her hair, wafting distractingly around her pale face in the lofty breeze, hard to tell from loose strands, sandy locks streaked with early silver, a trademark of her family.
âWhat is that thing you keep fiddling with in your lap, Childrebrand?â
âOh. Just something I wanted to give you.â
He hands it with a clammy palm to the queenâs bodyguard, a hundredkilling redhair who served during the Two Hour Hour. The bodyguard examines it, then wipes it with a napkin and passes it to the queen.
Childrebrand canât stand the silence. âHappyâŚahâŚbirthday.â
âA brooch.â
âI suppose it is.â
She holds it up so the table can see the design: a broken beetle birthing a heavy drop of red. âWhat an enduring and versatile symbol your family has.â
The equal stress on all her syllables (except for a stronger stress at the end of each prosodic unit) makes her hard to read, the accent of her prestigious lineage. Childrebrand keeps silent, maintaining his smile.
She stabs the brooch needle through the fabric of her dress, clicking it into place. âI shall keep you close to my breast today.â
He sighs, and starts cutting his steak. âIâm so glad you like it.â
She pokes her fork at him, purple with mulberry jam. âBut donât think youâre getting off the hook that easily.â
He continues to saw through his meat, and casually says, âThereâs a hook?â
âJust gossip from a passing merchant.â
His knife pierces the meat, striking the plate below with a ding. âWhich merchant?â
Awkward silence. Cryptic smile from the queen.
âI was merely hoping to reconcile with him if thereâs a grievance. Iâm not in the habit of leaving unpaid debts.â
âThat was not the story he told.â
âWhat is the nature of this story?â
âSexual.â
His toes ache in his boots, laced too tight. âIf any unnatural acts are going on, Iâll be the first to know.â
The queen picks up a bowl of fried silkworm pupa, sniffing the fishy smell.
Childrebrand says, âI wonât deny that soldiers are a hard type. This is the cost of sustaining a superior fighting force. Restless men, in close vicinity. And I must tolerate a certain amount of prostitution to maintain morale.â He hears himself spinning out like a silkworm, trapping himself in his own cocoon. âIâm a military man myself. I donât drink often, but I drink hard. The town is full of men. Our men. Good boys. Soldiers during peacetime. A difficult adjustment. Endless vigils. They drink. They seek comfort. Rough men, but honest, at heart. On the whole.â
The queen listens calmly, betraying nothing.
He sets his knife down, the sun shining on the whorling grease of his plate. âBut I give you my word. If a man of mine has been taking it too far, or God forbid, beyond the sacred union of man and woman, I will personally punish him, in the harshest military tradition.â
She has mulberries now, unusually long, their bubbling dark lengths like necrotic parodies of the very larva of her farms. She bites one primly in half, then looks back at him and says, âGood God, Childrebrand. It was just a bit of gossip. Wasnât it?â
âThatâs exactly what it is.â
âBesides, the army is very important to me. Nothing must interfere with its functioning. Which brings me to my next point. I have a gift for you as well, Childrebrand.â
He can barely suppress an eager smile. âFor me?â
âIn fact, I wish to discuss my new edicts with everyone at this table, my most trusted faces, these most pureburning bloodlines.â
The queen waits as fresh drinks are poured by stilted servants, glasses renewed with red bitters. âMy son is right, and has greatly influenced my thinking these past months. We live in comfort, not thinking of the future.â
Childrebrand drains his cup, feeling giddy. A gift? What could it be?
âMany of you will recall the earliest proclamation of my reign. To smash the sanctuary stones, which obstructed the elegance of our courts, and harbored fugitives and murderers.â
A regal pause.
âToday we crack another relic. Less visible, but equally unwieldy.â
Everyone listens tensely, knowing how much revenue could be gained or lost from the power of her words.
âFor my first edict. We have to do something about INNOCENT.â
âItâs about time,â the commander of the army says.
âThe church has attached itself to the vital functions of state. In the ideal case, it reinforces our cultural traditions. But in other cases. It is an impediment.â
Murmurs.
âINNOCENT collects tithes that have not changed since the first xrafwar. Their budget is frozen in history.â
100,000, the eldest son of his lac-selling family, says, âTheir dissections were relevant half a century ago, but you can only learn so much from cutting something open.â
âYes. We do not need to understand the xrafstar. We only need to destroy them.â
Murmurs of agreement.
âWe relegate INNOCENT to an archival role, reserving the remaining positions for its most influential members to smooth things over. But public opinion is on our side. No one wants to pay this second tithe.â
Astrigane, aged grandmother to the Stigmadonna heir, says, âWhat of the darehanders?â
âTheir greatest fighters are old and maimed. I am not convinced their younger recruits possess any remarkable qualities. All martial power must be consolidated under the queenwealth.â
âBrilliant,â Childrebrand says.
âThe army will be the primary recipient of this liberated budget. Which brings me to my second edict.â
Childrebrand listens, alcoholic warmth saturating his limbs.
âAbsolute war against the xrafstar.â
Childrebrand has something stuck in his teeth, which he realizes to be a smile. âAbsolute what?â
âYou seem to struggle with the smaller of those two words.â
âNo. Yes. I simply was. Seized with excitement. Forgive me.â
The queen continues graciously. âOur borders have been unnaturally constrained. Xrafstar slavers prey on the roads. Foreigners are reluctant to invest. The capitol is overpopulated. People are afraid to move to the hinter towns where we should be expanding. A few xrafstar nests have transformed vastâŚwhat is that thing wildernesses are vast things of?â
Astrigane lifts her feeble head and says, âI believe it was swathes.â
âYes. We need to get the swathes back. We are like picnickers who starve for fear of ants.â
The xrafjungle. The ruins of the old capitol. Flakes of mouthpaper drifting through the cloying air. Camping in the shadow of mountains that usurp the sun. Tunnels leering like open mouths. The buzz of malarial insects, tricking the ear into that fatal frequency. His scar itches with sweat. It seems hungry for everything on the table.
âIs there a problem, Childrebrand?â
âNot at all. Itâs just, the people of my town. Theyâre like children to me. And I canât help but worry if the border becomesââ
âYour concern is a model for everyone at this table. But we cannot wait for them to bleed us out. We will save more lives if we break them in a single blow.â
Childrebrand chokes back a nervous laugh, pollen burning in his throat.
The queen looks back at him. âI thought you would be excited to return to your telos. You are, as you say, a military man.â
He relaxes his face. âI must seem cheap to you.â
âCheap?â
âI gave you a scrap of metal with a needle in it, and you gave me shield and sword.â
She covers her mouth to smile. âI will not suffer the comparison, Childrebrand. Have a mulberry.â
He takes the berry and bites down. It squirts unexpectedly and he covers his mouth, wiping the dark red from his lips.
The queen is talking to someone else now. Ants crawl across his plate. He stares at them, stupefied.
Maybe he can survive, if he stays far behind his men. Only natural for an archer and an officer. But dirt and air is their medium. All it takes is one stirring of the soil beneath his feet. One droning descent. There is no rule of engagement, no up or down, nowhere he can run. He rubs his chest, drops of sweat falling from the high table, bursting far below.
Who took my happiness?